Much-needed break!

Things have been going at light-speed lately, or at least it feels that way. School has really been kicking my ass. I had midterms last week, which I did pretty well on, but I have another one next week for Spanish and I am so nervous about it. I am having the worst time in that class. I swear, it is the only class I have where I feel like an utter and complete moron. The second I walk in the classroom door, I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack and every ounce of prior knowledge I had is just, gone in an instant. I hate it so, so, so much but there is just nothing I can do about it but suffer through it for an hour and a half twice a week. I am trying to just spend more time on it at night and hopefully I can get to a point where I feel more comfortable. In 2 weeks, it's spring break from school and I think all I am going to do is sit on the couch and watch HGTV & Criminal Minds.

We are finally going to get some quality time together this weekend! I am going to try my best to forget about school, about money stress, about being away from my family...and just enjoy my husband. I don't do that enough. I am going to turn off my cell phone, shut off my computer, and just sit with this great guy that I am lucky enough to be married to, and just enjoy him. I wish we could be gone a little longer, but I'll take what I can get.

I am feeling a little more settled down lately. Definitely not so antsy or crawling out of my skin like I was a few months ago, and that is a very good thing for me. I still want to get into some counseling though, because it seems like these feelings come and go and I can never predict when it's going to happen. Then, I start messing up my life again, and I just don't want to go through this cycle anymore.

On a happier/healthier note, I am really motivated to start running again lately! I want to get back into the routine of doing 3-4 miles a day. I know I can do it. I just have to get over the embarrassment of the first initial couple of months, where I am beet red in the face & gasping for air. It's cute...or not.

Time for bed, loves! I'm hoping to hit the road pretty early, so guess I had better get some sleep.